i guess i sort of looked at the posts from guys wondering what they were doing in this any more when is it time to pack it in, no fun any more, to expensive or just mechanical. wondering is this me
i guess i have been feeling the same things from time to time.
and i don't want to convince any one to stay when they have decided to move on. i to one day will just take a hike from this.
but i had a great session with my sp last night,
its funny it just keeps changeing and getting better and better,
i think the key is communication,
tell your sp, what you like what your needs are in a session,
talk about sex,
if she at all cares about keeping you as a client she will listen and make sure you get what you want.
and i think change it up, i have been with this sp for years and years and i see her regularly but we keep changing things.
some time small changes sometimes big.
and the sex i think changes to, she changes,
at first your just sp and john,
but as the time passes and years pass. you become friends,
and yeah she changes, the sex changes.
she is just a women,
when i first started seeing her, i guess it was more about me,
i want a blow job or whatever,
now its just about us. i think,
i was with her recently it was late, it was time to go past time to go, actually, i was leaving she stopped me grabbed my hand and asked me to please her
i was with her again this week, we had supper a couple of drinks,
it had moved to her bedroom, and i was taking off one piece of her clothing at a time i was slowly massaging her feet, she was finally nude,
just laying there in bed nude she was stretched out eyes closed enjoying the foot massage, a look of utter serenity on her face
then she whispered in my ear make me cum,
she never opened her eyes, but a broad smile slowly appeared as i filled her request.
her room was lit with candles
i had never seen a more beautiful face in the candle light.
i guess i will stay a little while longer in this hobby
if your counting shots on goal or or vfm
i guess it makes no sense,
but does this hobby ever make sense,
no matter what you pay,
what do you take when you leave her place.
i have nothing but a memory of a beautiful serene face toes curled bursting into a smile when she came,
i met my sp in a bar for drinks,
and we both wondered about the right or the wrong of what we were doing
its funny i could meet her in a bar, lie to her
oh im not married, no kids not me, oh i own a company to by the way, our last quarter was great were in the process of expanding.
all a crock of shit. but yet it would be a good enough lie for me to get laid.
i could meet her in the bar, pay her for sex, but tell her no lies hurt no one,
yet this would be a criminal activitiy.
in my humble opinion something is very wrong with the way our society works.
i guess i have been feeling the same things from time to time.
and i don't want to convince any one to stay when they have decided to move on. i to one day will just take a hike from this.
but i had a great session with my sp last night,
its funny it just keeps changeing and getting better and better,
i think the key is communication,
tell your sp, what you like what your needs are in a session,
talk about sex,
if she at all cares about keeping you as a client she will listen and make sure you get what you want.
and i think change it up, i have been with this sp for years and years and i see her regularly but we keep changing things.
some time small changes sometimes big.
and the sex i think changes to, she changes,
at first your just sp and john,
but as the time passes and years pass. you become friends,
and yeah she changes, the sex changes.
she is just a women,
when i first started seeing her, i guess it was more about me,
i want a blow job or whatever,
now its just about us. i think,
i was with her recently it was late, it was time to go past time to go, actually, i was leaving she stopped me grabbed my hand and asked me to please her
i was with her again this week, we had supper a couple of drinks,
it had moved to her bedroom, and i was taking off one piece of her clothing at a time i was slowly massaging her feet, she was finally nude,
just laying there in bed nude she was stretched out eyes closed enjoying the foot massage, a look of utter serenity on her face
then she whispered in my ear make me cum,
she never opened her eyes, but a broad smile slowly appeared as i filled her request.
her room was lit with candles
i had never seen a more beautiful face in the candle light.
i guess i will stay a little while longer in this hobby
if your counting shots on goal or or vfm
i guess it makes no sense,
but does this hobby ever make sense,
no matter what you pay,
what do you take when you leave her place.
i have nothing but a memory of a beautiful serene face toes curled bursting into a smile when she came,
i met my sp in a bar for drinks,
and we both wondered about the right or the wrong of what we were doing
its funny i could meet her in a bar, lie to her
oh im not married, no kids not me, oh i own a company to by the way, our last quarter was great were in the process of expanding.
all a crock of shit. but yet it would be a good enough lie for me to get laid.
i could meet her in the bar, pay her for sex, but tell her no lies hurt no one,
yet this would be a criminal activitiy.
in my humble opinion something is very wrong with the way our society works.
