Squirrel my Perbian friend,
I see that you have found your inner peace in life and are fast approaching the territory of unconditional love that is totally detached from desire stemmed by physical or sexual temptation. Just like Zen, you can see through all those desires and look past them to achieve your peaceful essence of life. Good for you my friend! As for myself, I have been sailing on the open but calm ocean. It was nice and sunny most of the time but I did get the occasional high waves. But it was not something that would surprise me or anyone in life. Anyway, I wish you the very best in life and don’t forget to come back to the Perbian fire sometimes because there is always a seat for you there.