Oh yes

The start was almost an accident. A few years ago I went on a "bender" on AFF. Got that out of my system. Several men kept in touch with me - periodically checking to see if I wanted to play again. Finally, one day I joked "OK, sure - but I'll have to charge ya"
He responded with "OK, how much?"
You could have tipped me over with a feather.
I mean, I had *thought* about it - a *lot*. Life would have been SO much easier if I didn't feel guilty about all the sex taking up all my working time.
Anyway - I chatted with a trusted friend about it - she giggled and said "Why the hell not?". So... I went. It was "only" a handjob. I was *really* nervous, even though we had seen each other before. When it was all done and I got back into the car to go home... I think I laughed and giggled the whole way home... in my head I was saying "OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!" Couldn't believe I had just done that.
Next session we graduated to DATY and CBJ...
The next, FS.
Once you start....
