Suffice it to say, it would be an understatement if I were to tell you that my level of sexual arousal is high, right now.
It certainly feels like it, anyway!
Without a doubt and more so than not, there has been "something" that has been on my mind for some time, now.
Yes, you guessed it, it is my Mistress that is weighing heavily on my mind.
However, in particular, it is the scent of my Mistress that gets me!
It has me thinking and dreaming about Her, yes,.....always!!
Let me explain:
Just prior to my serving my Mistress and while I was in Her presence, my Mistress had made it a practice to shower and basically freshen Herself up.
Generally speaking, that has been the case.
It was this one particular time, a week or so ago, that my Mistress had me step into the shower first, before informing me of Her intentions for the evening.
As I waited patiently in the shower for Her, I soon came to realize that my Mistress would not be accompanying me in the shower.
And that made all the sense in the world when what had transpired later.
Later on, while I was attending to my Mistress, I couldn't help but be drawn in by that indescribably lovely scent of Hers.
In fact, I concur that that scent of my Mistress got me so very horny and it kept my attention where She so desired it to be.
And, that actually brings back to my mind what another very beautiful Mistress had done to me previously, a number of years ago, in the very same manner.
It seemed that She, too, had not freshened Herself up, at least, for a part of Her day.
And, it was almost like that Mistress knew what She was doing when She had me attend to and service Her, then.
If I'm not mistaken, it was just after She'd made use of me, that She'd made mention to me in passing: "Ahhh..you were so good! You performed so well!"
Okay, so I just may have smiled when She told me that.
Being that my time spent with that beautiful Mistress had been sworn to secrecy, I remember messaging Her soon after, that "some things are best left unsaid".
Someone and something else that I've become very fond of lately, as well, is that very open-minded Lesbian, Margaret, and what I've come to regard as our "conversations of intimacy".
Now, carrying on from where I had left off from my previous submission, here....
It was later on that night (a number of months ago, now) that I had sent that lovely Lady, Margaret, the following message:
"Hello
Hi Margaret,
Thank-you for writing back to me.
Yes, that would be so wonderful for us to go on being friends and helping each other out to become even better sex-objects for our Mistresses.
Let's do that.
It is heart warming, to say the least, to receive such complementary remarks from you, Margaret.
As well, it is so sexually arousing to hear from someone, like yourself, who is so willing and eager to share the details of her Lesbian D/s relationship with me.
I must say, that as I read about your latest tryst with Mistress Eleanor, I couldn't help but be overcome by an unbelievably high level of arousal.
Yes, I really loved hearing how Mistress Eleanor used you this weekend and how exhausted, as well as, aroused that you were, afterwards.
Being that you have such a lovely descriptive writing style, it must be said that I cannot get enough of what you have to relate to me.
In fact, my mind was satiated with very pleasant thoughts as you described the use of your tongue on Mistress Eleanor's pussy and clit.
I could just imagine the feelings that you had when Mistress Eleanor ordered you to strip down for Her.
It's such an unbelievable feeling of submission, especially when it's your beautiful Mistress telling you to do it for Her.
I know that feeling all too well.
And, your Mistress put a tongue net on you?
I'm not familiar with that kind of a restraint, or shall I say, play apparatus.
I'm very intrigued by Mistress Eleanor's use of it on you and how it was attached to your tongue.
I dunno, but that may be something that only Lesbians are into using and playing around with?
I was so turned on by your description of what transpired with the two of you!
Wow, that must have really been something when Mistress Eleanor held you down and ordered you to pleasure Her so, as She basically carried on and enjoyed Her dinner?
And, by then, your Mistress' clit was beautifully hard and erect?
Ahem.......I'm getting hard just thinking about such a scenario!
And, then She inserted an anal hook into you without you even knowing that She was doing that?
That really shows how Mistress Eleanor had you in subspace before you even knew it.
I remember, it was some time ago, that my Mistress actually showed me an anal hook that She had.
She was holding it in Her hands and holding it up on display, as it were.
I forget now what She had told me about it, but I do remember that She was all smiles showing it off to me.
I was wondering why She had brought it out and showed it to me?
It may be that She had used it or was planning on using it on one of Her female submissives or, perhaps, even on me?
With that said, I have always been under the impression that the use of an anal hook was when a rope, and perhaps, some other sort of bondage restraint was involved?
But, with what you've described Margaret, so beautifully, I might add, was how Mistress Eleanor used it in having you pleasure Her orally.
Being that Mistress Eleanor had you 'hooked' and in position, as it were, I venture to say that that would be the predicament of choice, if there ever was one.
Margaret, you must have had the most lovely feeling as Mistress Eleanor came to a beautiful long climax?
That is such an incredible feeling of submission, that I know!
And, then Margaret, you had the wonderful privilege and honour of having Mistress Eleanor feed you, not only champagne but also oysters, and with the use of Her mouth, and shall I say, tongue?
Wow, that is so incredible!
I'd love for my Mistress to do that with me!
I would love to do that with Her, immensely!!
No doubt, you and Miss Eleanor were enjoying each other's company.
Who wouldn't be!
And, Mistress Eleanor fingered your clit, which had become fully erect and swollen?
I loved reading and visualizing that!
I can just imagine the feelings that you had for your Mistress, then!
Mistress Eleanor made you feel so very special, that I know.
And, Miss Eleanor ordered you to continue to use the vacuum pump on your clit, and to do so twice, every day?
And, you will do as you're ordered to do?
So Margaret, your Mistress has made it known to you that She would love for you to have an even bigger erection?
That's incredible!!
I'm getting so horny just thinking about what Mistress Eleanor wants you to do for Her!
My Mistress feels the same way about me, as She really loves seeing me really hard and erect when I'm in Her presence.
In fact, She cannot help but toy with my erect cock and squeeze my full balls as I'm serving Her.
I remember, now, that lovely Lady that's into body building and has a very nice and erect clit, never mind having a lovely pussy and body to match.
Her name is Denise Masino.
Always smiling, She is!
That is something that those body building Ladies actually have a submissive to keep their clits erect before they go and spread out and expose themselves.
Thank-you for attaching that link to the Adult Baby Store - http://www.theadultbabystore.com/details/sat799/.
I can see, and I don't have to wonder, wonder about what it is that your Mistress had you wear for Her?
How very lovely!
Mistress Eleanor must have really enjoyed seeing you in that dress?
Yes, I had a very lovely time with my Mistress, as I was able to provide Her with the pleasure that She so desired.
As per usual, upon entering my Mistress' Lair, I undressed myself and was in the nude.
I made sure to fold my clothes, very neatly, and place them on a shelf by the entrance door of my Mistress.
My Mistress then ordered me to do something that I know all too well, to lean forward and to spread my legs apart, thus exposing my bum and making it very accessible for Her viewing, which She did!
My Mistress did Her rather invasive inspection of me, and at the same time, my Mistress used Her fingers to spread the entrance to my anus apart.
She was pleased and told me so, that I am clean as She desires me to be.
No sooner does my Mistress tell me that that She has me embracing and holding onto Her.
And, when I'm embracing my Mistress, I count myself very privileged to be able to run my hands and fingers inside of Her lingerie, basically rummaging around in there, as it were.
The feeling is so incredible!
To be continued...."
And, sure enough, it was the very next morning that Margaret e-mailed me back:
"Hello
myboy,
I just love how you have such a warm deep feeling for being so sweet and lovely to the woman you adore in such a lovely way.
I know I'm just a submissive little thing but somehow the way you love women in such a beautiful way and you do such lovely things to make them happy makes me feel so good, too.
Somehow I feel almost as if I met a sex-sister - we are so alike and are into all the same ways of pleasing our Mistresses.
It is lovely to be able to talk so openly with you.
I love seeing an e-mail has come in from you and I know that I will hear about things that mean so much to me.
I have never shared my feelings for sexual submission and my addiction to being a sex-toy with a male before - and what is so beautiful and sexually arousing is there are times when I'm reading your lovely understanding and appreciation of the submissive state, that I feel you are really another Lesbian.
You have made me realize how feminine the feelings and the understanding of Lesbians by a beautiful lady-boi can be.
You seem to me the perfect sex object for a Dominant Lesbian.
I have to admit that even though I am a Lesbian I feel that I could submit to your exciting hard erect clit and suck you for your pleasure - it would be easy for me to feel that I was with another woman.
I hope you don't mind me saying that - I just feel such strong sexual arousal when I read how you help me re-live my times with Mistress Eleanor and you share your wonderful times with your Mistress.
I love to know that you cum aroused - and I do, too!
By the time I have read two or three paragraphs of your e-mail, my clit is hard and erect and my nipples standing up and I am longing to be sucking a lovely hard clit for my Mistress' pleasure - and now a lovely generous lady-boi has come to be my friend and I would love to give you pleasure, too.
I noticed that when you were with your Mistress the last time, She did not have you wear any stockings, bra or garter belt?
Mostly my Mistress wants me in lingerie or in a revealing dress.
Isn't it a lovely coincidence that both of our Mistress' had us naked this weekend?
I have not been with Mistress Eleanor long enough yet, but I have a feeling that She likes me in pretty lingerie or in a fetish dress when there is company, but naked when we are alone.
I think you are right - the net tongue sleeve is one of the things Lesbians do - it is just a metallic net tube really that you slip over your tongue - then there is a tie on the open end so you can tighten it - I suppose it fits over about 3" of my tongue.
The difficult part is tying it at the back of my mouth but the ties are quite long, all the same, sometimes I find I gag while I am getting it tight.
I know that Lesbians love the feel of the bumpy metallic net on their clit - or even on their tongue when they are French-kissing.
Also, a Dominatrix likes how it makes me lisp when I speak - it makes me sound like a little Lesbian girl.
I loved seeing Denise Masino.
Such a beautiful woman!
She must be Lesbian - I found a video of Her with another woman and they were having sex in a way you can't fake.
There are different sorts of women's body builders - She is what I would call legitimate or natural.
The ones I know here take male steroids which rules them out of the high level competitions where Denise competes.
It also makes the ones I know more 'masculine'.
The male steroids they take give them amazing muscular development but also take away some of their femininity - their breasts get smaller, voices lower, and it has to be admitted, often the personality becomes more male.
The other thing that happens is that their clits grow more like a male's cock.
Of course, this is something that is looked down on in body building competitions, and because they can't compete as a woman or a man, they have their own competitions.
These are the women I was thinking of just because they are the ones that I have had experience with.
We have a Dominatrix at the Lesbian Club who is into this type of body-building.
She has amazing muscular development on Her body.
In Her vanilla life She is the Director of Library Services for the County.
You would never think of Her in that way if you saw Her posing.
She takes one of us submissives from the Club to be with Her as an assistant at competitions.
I have done this a number of times with Her.
These are competitions for Lesbians who have been using male steroids to develop their bodies.
As there are private competitions, not open to the public, the women pose naked, and being as you said, 'She definitely has a lovely pussy and her clit is unbelievably big. And, you can tell that she just loves showing it off.'
They do pose with their unbelievably big 'male' hard and erect clits.
It may be that some of them don't have enough blood circulation to stay completely hard so they need a lot of arousing and stimulation.
I have even seen these women out on the stage do a routine and while they're showing their backs to the audience, they're discreetly masturbating to keep their clits completely hard and erect.
They are marked on their body and muscle presentations, and there are points for the size and hardness of their erections, too.
The subs they take along are there to suck them and arouse them before they go onstage.
We have to be naked backstage and available the moment they need to be aroused again.
I can't describe how 'hot' the atmosphere backstage is with 8 or 10 of these amazingly exciting sexually aroused women waiting to pose with their beautiful erections 'on display'.
Of course, once the competition is over, the subs are there to relieve the tension and bring their Dommes to the wonderful release of orgasm.
Incidentally, Filbanserin is marketed in the USA as 'Addyi' - it is a pill that increases female sexuality - just like Viagara for men.
I took it this weekend and even before I got to Mistress Eleanor's flat in the taxi, I was dying to have sex and feel all those wonderful sensations in my tongue, nipples, clit, cunt and ass.
I was so 'ready', so totally sexed up - when I got there that I think I would have done anything!
It seems fairly easy to get it even though it is not officially approved here, yet.
I have to experiment with it to see just how much I can take.
Different directions suggest different amounts but some say for healthy young women it can be taken daily.
What I hope is that if I take it enough I will become more submissive and desiring to give my Mistress the maximum sexual use of me.
My dream really is to become Her completely obedient willing sex toy, being used in any way She wishes, without hesitating - just giving Her everything I have, to use as She enjoys.
I'm afraid the rest of the weekend was a disappointment for me.
Mistress had to return to London at mid-day on Sunday and I didn't have the delight of giving Her what pleasure She would have enjoyed.
The good news is that next weekend She will be down on Friday and staying all weekend.
On Saturday, She will be entertaining two Dominatrixes from London with their submissive slaves, so I have something lovely to look forward to.
She will let me know what I am to wear in a day or two, so that I can prepare myself.
Writing to you has me thinking through all the wonderful times our being submissives give us.
It makes me very excited to be writing you, myboy.
I wonder - I don't feel I should ask this - if you would mind if when I write, I may dress in a way that will give you pleasure?
I feel it is sort of how I should be discussing these things with another sub who I really feel is so much like me?
Of course, if you feel that I am asking too much you must tell me - I don't want to take advantage of your lovely understanding friendship.
Perhaps you would prefer me to wear an anal rose-bud and a G-string, maybe with clover clamps and a collar?
But, of course, I will wear whatever pleases you.
It means a lot to me to please my friends.
I want to do what will please you.
Becoming friends with a lady-boi is so unexpected for me - finding we have so much in common.
I want to commit myself to our friendship to the full.
I know it seems silly to want to be as you would enjoy me even if you can't see me - but it is a little selfish thing for me - and I would love to think something that would give you pleasure.
I love all the respect and consideration you show your Mistress.
I felt so guilty when you said that you fold your clothes neatly - I am so flustered and excited that I often forget little courtesies like that.
I love that She lets you pleasure Her in Her lingerie - I'm sure She wears only the most beautiful lingerie.
I always feel for a beautiful Dominatrix that treats Her submissive to the excitement of seeing and feeling Her in beautiful lingerie.
Mistress Eleanor wears Her lingerie extremely tight.
I think, to make it more exciting for me to have to push my fingers inside to feel Her gorgeous clit squeezed into Her tiny tight G-string.
I'm so excited and left wondering how your time with your Mistress ended?
You tease me so much by breaking off - I imagine all sorts of wonderful things, but you always give me such a beautiful surprise!
submissive slave Margaret"
And, it was the following day, during the noon hour, that I found yet another wonderful e-mail message from Margaret:
"Hello
myboy,
It is lovely to get your encouraging notes.
With the time difference your lovely letters come in in the evening just when I am relaxing back from the day and able to let my thoughts and feelings about my submissive life take hold of me and I become just a sex-object dreaming of such beautiful things for the rest of the evening.
I love to think of you writing feeling the same as I am with your cock so hard and erect, just like my clit, and enjoying the same wonderful feelings.
And I love that you like me to wear an open G-string when I write - mostly it is the pleasure I feel from pleasing but I admit I love the feel of that tight string up my ass and the feel and look of my erect clit framed by the lovely lace.
The G-string I am wearing has a little pendant jewel hanging right on my clit and swinging against it whenever I move - feels so perfect.
http://www.lolaluna.ca/carmen_open_en_878prod.html#prettyPhoto[gallery]/5/
I do love to wear what pleases my friends and I love what you chose for me - it tells me how well you understand what a submissive needs to help her feel herself - to be dressed to give sexual pleasure to others - so now when I wear my pretty little open G-string on I will think of you!
I am so excited thinking of what happened for you when you were with your Mistress.
Now I have met you I realize the sort of submission a lady-boi gives is not very different from a sub-girl - in fact the only real difference is you have that big special clit for your Mistress to play with - and talking to you has made me understand why Mistress wants me to use the vacuum to make mine bigger.
Otherwise, it is so lovely how you are able to pleasure your Mistress with your tongue and lips and fingers.
Something makes me a bit jealous - you are a boi and must be stronger than me - and I admit sometimes if a Mistress is very relaxed and enjoying being pleasured, say by my tongue and holding me down on her clit, like on Saturday - then I can get exhausted.
The tongue net helps excite her more quickly but all the same I feel I need some tongue exercises - is that possible?
But it is all worth it when I feel and see Mistress Eleanor becoming more and more aroused until She reaches that place where there is no return and she goes so stiff and all her muscles tighten up before she explodes into her release and is throwing herself about as her orgasm goes through her body - for me when that happens I feel as if I am in heaven - I have given my Mistress pleasure and she is pleased with me.
I'm going up to the Club for a bit - I so much hope you get to be with your Mistress soon.
XXX Margaret"
It was a few days later that I'd responded to Margaret, as follows:
"Hello
Hello Margaret,
Once, again, it was so very nice to receive such a lovely e-mail from you.
It's so wonderful how you've not only been so welcoming with me, but also, how you've made me feel so warm and tingly all over.
I must let you know what happened with my Mistress the last time that I had met with Her.
It was after our meeting was over (supposedly) and I had got dressed, that my Mistress had me pleasure Her in just the most wonderful way.
I walked over to where my Mistress was waiting for me - She was relaxing, as it were, on that throne of Hers.
We talked and chatted for awhile.
My Mistress, which was very nice of Her, asked me how my week went?
She, also, wanted to know if I thought of Her, often?
I said that, "I did!" and that "there's hardly a minute that goes by, that I never think about Her!"
My Mistress smiled when I had told Her that.
In fact, as I recall, She said: "I love that!”
My Mistress, also, mentioned to me that She's already thinking about the next time that She'll be seeing me, and that She does not want me to cum (or have orgasm) when I'm away from Her.
I said to Her: "You know what happens when You do that to me? All I think about is You, and that’s everyday that I'm away from You!"
My Mistress then said: "I love it when you think of ME always!"
We chatted a bit more and then my Mistress inexplicably got up from off of Her throne.
She took my hand and we were then walking hand in hand to Her entrance door."
To be continued....
I must make mention that this is a work of fiction.
Characters, visuals/GIFs, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used in a fictitious manner.
Any resemblance to actual persons or actual incidents is purely coincidental.
The author accepts no responsibility for any thoughts you may form after reading his works.
It certainly feels like it, anyway!
Without a doubt and more so than not, there has been "something" that has been on my mind for some time, now.
Yes, you guessed it, it is my Mistress that is weighing heavily on my mind.
However, in particular, it is the scent of my Mistress that gets me!
It has me thinking and dreaming about Her, yes,.....always!!
Let me explain:
Just prior to my serving my Mistress and while I was in Her presence, my Mistress had made it a practice to shower and basically freshen Herself up.
Generally speaking, that has been the case.
It was this one particular time, a week or so ago, that my Mistress had me step into the shower first, before informing me of Her intentions for the evening.
As I waited patiently in the shower for Her, I soon came to realize that my Mistress would not be accompanying me in the shower.
And that made all the sense in the world when what had transpired later.
Later on, while I was attending to my Mistress, I couldn't help but be drawn in by that indescribably lovely scent of Hers.
In fact, I concur that that scent of my Mistress got me so very horny and it kept my attention where She so desired it to be.
And, that actually brings back to my mind what another very beautiful Mistress had done to me previously, a number of years ago, in the very same manner.
It seemed that She, too, had not freshened Herself up, at least, for a part of Her day.
And, it was almost like that Mistress knew what She was doing when She had me attend to and service Her, then.
If I'm not mistaken, it was just after She'd made use of me, that She'd made mention to me in passing: "Ahhh..you were so good! You performed so well!"
Okay, so I just may have smiled when She told me that.
Being that my time spent with that beautiful Mistress had been sworn to secrecy, I remember messaging Her soon after, that "some things are best left unsaid".
Someone and something else that I've become very fond of lately, as well, is that very open-minded Lesbian, Margaret, and what I've come to regard as our "conversations of intimacy".
Now, carrying on from where I had left off from my previous submission, here....
It was later on that night (a number of months ago, now) that I had sent that lovely Lady, Margaret, the following message:
"Hello
Hi Margaret,
Thank-you for writing back to me.
Yes, that would be so wonderful for us to go on being friends and helping each other out to become even better sex-objects for our Mistresses.
Let's do that.
It is heart warming, to say the least, to receive such complementary remarks from you, Margaret.
As well, it is so sexually arousing to hear from someone, like yourself, who is so willing and eager to share the details of her Lesbian D/s relationship with me.
I must say, that as I read about your latest tryst with Mistress Eleanor, I couldn't help but be overcome by an unbelievably high level of arousal.
Yes, I really loved hearing how Mistress Eleanor used you this weekend and how exhausted, as well as, aroused that you were, afterwards.
Being that you have such a lovely descriptive writing style, it must be said that I cannot get enough of what you have to relate to me.
In fact, my mind was satiated with very pleasant thoughts as you described the use of your tongue on Mistress Eleanor's pussy and clit.
I could just imagine the feelings that you had when Mistress Eleanor ordered you to strip down for Her.
It's such an unbelievable feeling of submission, especially when it's your beautiful Mistress telling you to do it for Her.
I know that feeling all too well.
And, your Mistress put a tongue net on you?
I'm not familiar with that kind of a restraint, or shall I say, play apparatus.
I'm very intrigued by Mistress Eleanor's use of it on you and how it was attached to your tongue.
I dunno, but that may be something that only Lesbians are into using and playing around with?
I was so turned on by your description of what transpired with the two of you!
Wow, that must have really been something when Mistress Eleanor held you down and ordered you to pleasure Her so, as She basically carried on and enjoyed Her dinner?
And, by then, your Mistress' clit was beautifully hard and erect?
Ahem.......I'm getting hard just thinking about such a scenario!
And, then She inserted an anal hook into you without you even knowing that She was doing that?
That really shows how Mistress Eleanor had you in subspace before you even knew it.
I remember, it was some time ago, that my Mistress actually showed me an anal hook that She had.
She was holding it in Her hands and holding it up on display, as it were.
I forget now what She had told me about it, but I do remember that She was all smiles showing it off to me.
I was wondering why She had brought it out and showed it to me?
It may be that She had used it or was planning on using it on one of Her female submissives or, perhaps, even on me?
With that said, I have always been under the impression that the use of an anal hook was when a rope, and perhaps, some other sort of bondage restraint was involved?
But, with what you've described Margaret, so beautifully, I might add, was how Mistress Eleanor used it in having you pleasure Her orally.
Being that Mistress Eleanor had you 'hooked' and in position, as it were, I venture to say that that would be the predicament of choice, if there ever was one.
Margaret, you must have had the most lovely feeling as Mistress Eleanor came to a beautiful long climax?
That is such an incredible feeling of submission, that I know!
And, then Margaret, you had the wonderful privilege and honour of having Mistress Eleanor feed you, not only champagne but also oysters, and with the use of Her mouth, and shall I say, tongue?
Wow, that is so incredible!
I'd love for my Mistress to do that with me!
I would love to do that with Her, immensely!!
No doubt, you and Miss Eleanor were enjoying each other's company.
Who wouldn't be!
And, Mistress Eleanor fingered your clit, which had become fully erect and swollen?
I loved reading and visualizing that!
I can just imagine the feelings that you had for your Mistress, then!
Mistress Eleanor made you feel so very special, that I know.
And, Miss Eleanor ordered you to continue to use the vacuum pump on your clit, and to do so twice, every day?
And, you will do as you're ordered to do?
So Margaret, your Mistress has made it known to you that She would love for you to have an even bigger erection?
That's incredible!!
I'm getting so horny just thinking about what Mistress Eleanor wants you to do for Her!
My Mistress feels the same way about me, as She really loves seeing me really hard and erect when I'm in Her presence.
In fact, She cannot help but toy with my erect cock and squeeze my full balls as I'm serving Her.
I remember, now, that lovely Lady that's into body building and has a very nice and erect clit, never mind having a lovely pussy and body to match.
Her name is Denise Masino.
Always smiling, She is!
That is something that those body building Ladies actually have a submissive to keep their clits erect before they go and spread out and expose themselves.
Thank-you for attaching that link to the Adult Baby Store - http://www.theadultbabystore.com/details/sat799/.
I can see, and I don't have to wonder, wonder about what it is that your Mistress had you wear for Her?
How very lovely!
Mistress Eleanor must have really enjoyed seeing you in that dress?
Yes, I had a very lovely time with my Mistress, as I was able to provide Her with the pleasure that She so desired.
As per usual, upon entering my Mistress' Lair, I undressed myself and was in the nude.
I made sure to fold my clothes, very neatly, and place them on a shelf by the entrance door of my Mistress.
My Mistress then ordered me to do something that I know all too well, to lean forward and to spread my legs apart, thus exposing my bum and making it very accessible for Her viewing, which She did!
My Mistress did Her rather invasive inspection of me, and at the same time, my Mistress used Her fingers to spread the entrance to my anus apart.
She was pleased and told me so, that I am clean as She desires me to be.
No sooner does my Mistress tell me that that She has me embracing and holding onto Her.
And, when I'm embracing my Mistress, I count myself very privileged to be able to run my hands and fingers inside of Her lingerie, basically rummaging around in there, as it were.
The feeling is so incredible!
To be continued...."
And, sure enough, it was the very next morning that Margaret e-mailed me back:
"Hello
myboy,
I just love how you have such a warm deep feeling for being so sweet and lovely to the woman you adore in such a lovely way.
I know I'm just a submissive little thing but somehow the way you love women in such a beautiful way and you do such lovely things to make them happy makes me feel so good, too.
Somehow I feel almost as if I met a sex-sister - we are so alike and are into all the same ways of pleasing our Mistresses.
It is lovely to be able to talk so openly with you.
I love seeing an e-mail has come in from you and I know that I will hear about things that mean so much to me.
I have never shared my feelings for sexual submission and my addiction to being a sex-toy with a male before - and what is so beautiful and sexually arousing is there are times when I'm reading your lovely understanding and appreciation of the submissive state, that I feel you are really another Lesbian.
You have made me realize how feminine the feelings and the understanding of Lesbians by a beautiful lady-boi can be.
You seem to me the perfect sex object for a Dominant Lesbian.
I have to admit that even though I am a Lesbian I feel that I could submit to your exciting hard erect clit and suck you for your pleasure - it would be easy for me to feel that I was with another woman.
I hope you don't mind me saying that - I just feel such strong sexual arousal when I read how you help me re-live my times with Mistress Eleanor and you share your wonderful times with your Mistress.
I love to know that you cum aroused - and I do, too!
By the time I have read two or three paragraphs of your e-mail, my clit is hard and erect and my nipples standing up and I am longing to be sucking a lovely hard clit for my Mistress' pleasure - and now a lovely generous lady-boi has come to be my friend and I would love to give you pleasure, too.
I noticed that when you were with your Mistress the last time, She did not have you wear any stockings, bra or garter belt?
Mostly my Mistress wants me in lingerie or in a revealing dress.
Isn't it a lovely coincidence that both of our Mistress' had us naked this weekend?
I have not been with Mistress Eleanor long enough yet, but I have a feeling that She likes me in pretty lingerie or in a fetish dress when there is company, but naked when we are alone.
I think you are right - the net tongue sleeve is one of the things Lesbians do - it is just a metallic net tube really that you slip over your tongue - then there is a tie on the open end so you can tighten it - I suppose it fits over about 3" of my tongue.
The difficult part is tying it at the back of my mouth but the ties are quite long, all the same, sometimes I find I gag while I am getting it tight.
I know that Lesbians love the feel of the bumpy metallic net on their clit - or even on their tongue when they are French-kissing.
Also, a Dominatrix likes how it makes me lisp when I speak - it makes me sound like a little Lesbian girl.
I loved seeing Denise Masino.
Such a beautiful woman!
She must be Lesbian - I found a video of Her with another woman and they were having sex in a way you can't fake.
There are different sorts of women's body builders - She is what I would call legitimate or natural.
The ones I know here take male steroids which rules them out of the high level competitions where Denise competes.
It also makes the ones I know more 'masculine'.
The male steroids they take give them amazing muscular development but also take away some of their femininity - their breasts get smaller, voices lower, and it has to be admitted, often the personality becomes more male.
The other thing that happens is that their clits grow more like a male's cock.
Of course, this is something that is looked down on in body building competitions, and because they can't compete as a woman or a man, they have their own competitions.
These are the women I was thinking of just because they are the ones that I have had experience with.
We have a Dominatrix at the Lesbian Club who is into this type of body-building.
She has amazing muscular development on Her body.
In Her vanilla life She is the Director of Library Services for the County.
You would never think of Her in that way if you saw Her posing.
She takes one of us submissives from the Club to be with Her as an assistant at competitions.
I have done this a number of times with Her.
These are competitions for Lesbians who have been using male steroids to develop their bodies.
As there are private competitions, not open to the public, the women pose naked, and being as you said, 'She definitely has a lovely pussy and her clit is unbelievably big. And, you can tell that she just loves showing it off.'
They do pose with their unbelievably big 'male' hard and erect clits.
It may be that some of them don't have enough blood circulation to stay completely hard so they need a lot of arousing and stimulation.
I have even seen these women out on the stage do a routine and while they're showing their backs to the audience, they're discreetly masturbating to keep their clits completely hard and erect.
They are marked on their body and muscle presentations, and there are points for the size and hardness of their erections, too.
The subs they take along are there to suck them and arouse them before they go onstage.
We have to be naked backstage and available the moment they need to be aroused again.
I can't describe how 'hot' the atmosphere backstage is with 8 or 10 of these amazingly exciting sexually aroused women waiting to pose with their beautiful erections 'on display'.
Of course, once the competition is over, the subs are there to relieve the tension and bring their Dommes to the wonderful release of orgasm.
Incidentally, Filbanserin is marketed in the USA as 'Addyi' - it is a pill that increases female sexuality - just like Viagara for men.
I took it this weekend and even before I got to Mistress Eleanor's flat in the taxi, I was dying to have sex and feel all those wonderful sensations in my tongue, nipples, clit, cunt and ass.
I was so 'ready', so totally sexed up - when I got there that I think I would have done anything!
It seems fairly easy to get it even though it is not officially approved here, yet.
I have to experiment with it to see just how much I can take.
Different directions suggest different amounts but some say for healthy young women it can be taken daily.
What I hope is that if I take it enough I will become more submissive and desiring to give my Mistress the maximum sexual use of me.
My dream really is to become Her completely obedient willing sex toy, being used in any way She wishes, without hesitating - just giving Her everything I have, to use as She enjoys.
I'm afraid the rest of the weekend was a disappointment for me.
Mistress had to return to London at mid-day on Sunday and I didn't have the delight of giving Her what pleasure She would have enjoyed.
The good news is that next weekend She will be down on Friday and staying all weekend.
On Saturday, She will be entertaining two Dominatrixes from London with their submissive slaves, so I have something lovely to look forward to.
She will let me know what I am to wear in a day or two, so that I can prepare myself.
Writing to you has me thinking through all the wonderful times our being submissives give us.
It makes me very excited to be writing you, myboy.
I wonder - I don't feel I should ask this - if you would mind if when I write, I may dress in a way that will give you pleasure?
I feel it is sort of how I should be discussing these things with another sub who I really feel is so much like me?
Of course, if you feel that I am asking too much you must tell me - I don't want to take advantage of your lovely understanding friendship.
Perhaps you would prefer me to wear an anal rose-bud and a G-string, maybe with clover clamps and a collar?
But, of course, I will wear whatever pleases you.
It means a lot to me to please my friends.
I want to do what will please you.
Becoming friends with a lady-boi is so unexpected for me - finding we have so much in common.
I want to commit myself to our friendship to the full.
I know it seems silly to want to be as you would enjoy me even if you can't see me - but it is a little selfish thing for me - and I would love to think something that would give you pleasure.
I love all the respect and consideration you show your Mistress.
I felt so guilty when you said that you fold your clothes neatly - I am so flustered and excited that I often forget little courtesies like that.
I love that She lets you pleasure Her in Her lingerie - I'm sure She wears only the most beautiful lingerie.
I always feel for a beautiful Dominatrix that treats Her submissive to the excitement of seeing and feeling Her in beautiful lingerie.
Mistress Eleanor wears Her lingerie extremely tight.
I think, to make it more exciting for me to have to push my fingers inside to feel Her gorgeous clit squeezed into Her tiny tight G-string.
I'm so excited and left wondering how your time with your Mistress ended?
You tease me so much by breaking off - I imagine all sorts of wonderful things, but you always give me such a beautiful surprise!
submissive slave Margaret"
And, it was the following day, during the noon hour, that I found yet another wonderful e-mail message from Margaret:
"Hello
myboy,
It is lovely to get your encouraging notes.
With the time difference your lovely letters come in in the evening just when I am relaxing back from the day and able to let my thoughts and feelings about my submissive life take hold of me and I become just a sex-object dreaming of such beautiful things for the rest of the evening.
I love to think of you writing feeling the same as I am with your cock so hard and erect, just like my clit, and enjoying the same wonderful feelings.
And I love that you like me to wear an open G-string when I write - mostly it is the pleasure I feel from pleasing but I admit I love the feel of that tight string up my ass and the feel and look of my erect clit framed by the lovely lace.
The G-string I am wearing has a little pendant jewel hanging right on my clit and swinging against it whenever I move - feels so perfect.
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I do love to wear what pleases my friends and I love what you chose for me - it tells me how well you understand what a submissive needs to help her feel herself - to be dressed to give sexual pleasure to others - so now when I wear my pretty little open G-string on I will think of you!
I am so excited thinking of what happened for you when you were with your Mistress.
Now I have met you I realize the sort of submission a lady-boi gives is not very different from a sub-girl - in fact the only real difference is you have that big special clit for your Mistress to play with - and talking to you has made me understand why Mistress wants me to use the vacuum to make mine bigger.
Otherwise, it is so lovely how you are able to pleasure your Mistress with your tongue and lips and fingers.
Something makes me a bit jealous - you are a boi and must be stronger than me - and I admit sometimes if a Mistress is very relaxed and enjoying being pleasured, say by my tongue and holding me down on her clit, like on Saturday - then I can get exhausted.
The tongue net helps excite her more quickly but all the same I feel I need some tongue exercises - is that possible?
But it is all worth it when I feel and see Mistress Eleanor becoming more and more aroused until She reaches that place where there is no return and she goes so stiff and all her muscles tighten up before she explodes into her release and is throwing herself about as her orgasm goes through her body - for me when that happens I feel as if I am in heaven - I have given my Mistress pleasure and she is pleased with me.
I'm going up to the Club for a bit - I so much hope you get to be with your Mistress soon.
XXX Margaret"
It was a few days later that I'd responded to Margaret, as follows:
"Hello
Hello Margaret,
Once, again, it was so very nice to receive such a lovely e-mail from you.
It's so wonderful how you've not only been so welcoming with me, but also, how you've made me feel so warm and tingly all over.
I must let you know what happened with my Mistress the last time that I had met with Her.
It was after our meeting was over (supposedly) and I had got dressed, that my Mistress had me pleasure Her in just the most wonderful way.
I walked over to where my Mistress was waiting for me - She was relaxing, as it were, on that throne of Hers.
We talked and chatted for awhile.
My Mistress, which was very nice of Her, asked me how my week went?
She, also, wanted to know if I thought of Her, often?
I said that, "I did!" and that "there's hardly a minute that goes by, that I never think about Her!"
My Mistress smiled when I had told Her that.
In fact, as I recall, She said: "I love that!”
My Mistress, also, mentioned to me that She's already thinking about the next time that She'll be seeing me, and that She does not want me to cum (or have orgasm) when I'm away from Her.
I said to Her: "You know what happens when You do that to me? All I think about is You, and that’s everyday that I'm away from You!"
My Mistress then said: "I love it when you think of ME always!"
We chatted a bit more and then my Mistress inexplicably got up from off of Her throne.
She took my hand and we were then walking hand in hand to Her entrance door."
To be continued....
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