Remember the saying: " If you love something set it free, if it comes back then its yours, if not then it was never meant to be." :nod:
One Day She'll Fly Away
- Thread starter Man Mountain
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fake tits, fake lips, fake hair, fake attitudes.. sometimes they can be all you need
all depends what youre looking for on any given night.what about this classic, MM? (btw, I saw Congation over the weekend .. I swear I was waiting for the 'big' scene and there really wasn't one;great casting, though .. Jennifer Ehle has a nice, understated role that is Oscar worthy).
I Mentioned before about most of the escorts i have seen through the last 7 years .. most have moved on and left the business .. I think it is great for them .. But I miss them .. Those that i was fortunate to know on a personal bases .. i still communicant with and see socially on occasion.. One i am good friends with .. But i am a fried that i will loss track of her one day ..as it is with some of the girls i know now .. My hope is that they get out of the business and find what make s them happy but it means that .. i will be left behind and no longer apart of there life ,, or them a part of mine ..
WE seem to yern for these women more be cause e have opened up to them and they to us .. we feel connected in intimate ways and we feel that they are our best friends and the only one's that understand us And we definitely care for them . and love them .. I know that ois the case with me ..
Of course .. this just does not happen with Sp's or dancers .. I have known it with both too . It happens all through life with many people we meet .. defiantly the girl we have known and had a crush on ,, but all so the people we work for and work with . That get to know through the years and the familial store clerk , and waitress that all ways has get your drink with out you asking .. .,, And with me it has been a number of clients that a built for . over the years .. When i i don;t see them any more at my familiar haunts , or i know they have passed away .. There is this sense of lose .. that will all way be there and now and ten a memory of them will pass through my mind .. It would be nice to see them again ...
WE seem to yern for these women more be cause e have opened up to them and they to us .. we feel connected in intimate ways and we feel that they are our best friends and the only one's that understand us And we definitely care for them . and love them .. I know that ois the case with me ..
Of course .. this just does not happen with Sp's or dancers .. I have known it with both too . It happens all through life with many people we meet .. defiantly the girl we have known and had a crush on ,, but all so the people we work for and work with . That get to know through the years and the familial store clerk , and waitress that all ways has get your drink with out you asking .. .,, And with me it has been a number of clients that a built for . over the years .. When i i don;t see them any more at my familiar haunts , or i know they have passed away .. There is this sense of lose .. that will all way be there and now and ten a memory of them will pass through my mind .. It would be nice to see them again ...
Fuck. Over the past few months, I honestly thought I was past the point of feeling like this anymore about anyone. Looks like I was wrong...
Thanks, angie.
For medical reasons, I can't drink alcohol... So, I'm stuck with reflecting on this stuff and doing my best to work it out in the most healthy way that I can. Oddly enough, I find that posting some of these reflections here sometimes helps.
I do find it interesting that when lamenting this kind of thing, the conclusion that is often leaped to is that one is "in love" with one of these ladies. I will admit, on precisely one occasion, I thought I was in love with an SP. She has been out of the business for quite a while now -- or at least seems to be. And, there's one dancer that I believe that I loved. Again, she's long gone and I do still miss her more than any other dancer I've known. The really weird thing... she's not even my "all time favourite" dancer who this thread was originally about. (Okay... there's another dancer who is still around whom I have very conflicted feelings about. There was one moment that I can remember vividly I felt something very strong for her and I wrestle with whether that was indeed a feeling of "love" or not. But that's not something I feel like getting into right now.)
No. I'm not in love with any SP today. But I am very fond of someone who it seems is about to move on. I genuinely like her a lot and the idea that she'll soon no longer be someone with whom the opportunity to visit is a phone call or text away is hitting me harder than I thought I would feel. Or that I even could feel anymore. As I said, in the past months, I've been feeling like I was past these feelings about ladies in the business. It surprised me today. It's more akin to what I might feel if a long time friend suddenly told me they were moving to another part of the country. It's not love. But I am feeling pretty sad right now. That's all.
In any case, thanks for your thoughts, muffineater. I do appreciate it.
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