i don't know where to begin. where should i go? my 80 year old, German only speaking neighbor, tripped me with a wire, kicked me in the face 6 times-well no he stomped downwards onto my face six times.He then got down on his knees and forced his hand inside me. I kept trying to get up but it was like there was oil everywhere and every time I slipped or moved he gained more access to vagina and my rectum. I am stunned. I can't believe how weak I am.He kept pointing at the big garbage bin telling me to get in or was going rip me apart and throw me in................omg I can't do this I 'm so sorry.
Today is the worst day of my life-it would bring me joy to saw at my wrists
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I am so sorry. Please, please do follow through with Anita's advice. My only exemption is that YOU are your priority right now - there are no things that you have to do or not do, but there are certain things that are definitely recommended and helpful. I can see that five hours have passed since your posting, and if you haven't left your residence please have an ambulance come get you.
I hope you've been able to contact a nearby friend for support. If there are other women or clients of yours here that you would like support from, please don't refrain from contacting them, even if you haven't met. We will be there for you. I can be contacted at 778-228-0227 or volpinavance@gmail.com.
And the obvious things that can be nonetheless helpful to hear from someone else: this is in no way your fault. This should never have happened to you. This person should never have performed these atrocious actions. As an SP, you are completely justified in demanding respect from anyone you interact with regarding this incident. There is no one way to handle or emotionally and mentally process sexual assault.
Regarding self-harm: It makes perfect sense for you to be in agony right now. It makes sense for you to be in agony for a while, which blows. I think, though, that you have not always been in agony. Another state of being is possible. Joy is possible.
I hope you've been able to contact a nearby friend for support. If there are other women or clients of yours here that you would like support from, please don't refrain from contacting them, even if you haven't met. We will be there for you. I can be contacted at 778-228-0227 or volpinavance@gmail.com.
And the obvious things that can be nonetheless helpful to hear from someone else: this is in no way your fault. This should never have happened to you. This person should never have performed these atrocious actions. As an SP, you are completely justified in demanding respect from anyone you interact with regarding this incident. There is no one way to handle or emotionally and mentally process sexual assault.
Regarding self-harm: It makes perfect sense for you to be in agony right now. It makes sense for you to be in agony for a while, which blows. I think, though, that you have not always been in agony. Another state of being is possible. Joy is possible.
It sounds like more then sexual assault .. Possible attempted murder
We want to know that you called the police and that is has been charged .. and that you are getting the help you need .
We want to know that you called the police and that is has been charged .. and that you are getting the help you need .
This is horrible...this is what 911 is for...holy shit, so sorry to hear this happened to you...WTF?
How did you know what he was saying if he only spoke German?
Sorry to be crass like this, but I have a hard time believing that after getting raped & repeatedly kicked in the face the very first thing you did was make a thread on PERB???
Sorry to be crass like this, but I have a hard time believing that after getting raped & repeatedly kicked in the face the very first thing you did was make a thread on PERB???
I am sorry that I dumped that on you all. I called 911 but this is really confusing and scary to me. I have a mental illness and am having a hard time figuring out what really happened.I have been going through some family crap and didn't take my meds properly. I think my brother has been into my laptop and getting into my accounts and sending my friends emails and posting on here. That has gotten me even more paranoid. So I will try to explain what I remember-when I first tried earlier I got extremely confused and terrified. I want to post here because I know I will get all of your honest opinions and responses.i am starting to feel agitated again and I really haven't slept so I am going to lay down while I have my counselor here. I will try to finish later on today. Thank you all for your support and honesty. It really means alot to me.
I'll take the chance of being harmlessly trolled. The alternative is horrific.
imo your responses are admirable. however, being on this board appears to be too mesmerizing, preventing the op from 1) taking their meds, 2) seeking help where they can get some
imo their perb membership should be quietly taken away from them, freeing up their time for healthier pursuits
just my opinion, and i hope they get the help they need
while it would be easier to believe its trolling, sex workers are never believed and so imo, we should believe her. yes, some have been known to simply be looking for attention or to upset the members of this board however we owe it to ourselves to take every report seriously.
to the op, if you need any help or feel as if you are being treated less than fairly when dealing with police, please feel free to contact myself or lynda malcom, sex industry liaison officer with the vpd 604-516-9854. lynda is totally cool and does not operate like a regular police person. she can help to protect your confidentiality and will support your decisions moving forward. remember, what we do is not illegal and as such we are entitled to protection of law. don't let anyone tell you differently.
here is a link to some info about what to expect to feel and encounter when you have been the victim of a crime or have to interact with police; http://tradesecretsguide.blogspot.ca/2009/11/when-your-rights-are-violated.html
so sorry this happened to you,
love susie
to the op, if you need any help or feel as if you are being treated less than fairly when dealing with police, please feel free to contact myself or lynda malcom, sex industry liaison officer with the vpd 604-516-9854. lynda is totally cool and does not operate like a regular police person. she can help to protect your confidentiality and will support your decisions moving forward. remember, what we do is not illegal and as such we are entitled to protection of law. don't let anyone tell you differently.
here is a link to some info about what to expect to feel and encounter when you have been the victim of a crime or have to interact with police; http://tradesecretsguide.blogspot.ca/2009/11/when-your-rights-are-violated.html
so sorry this happened to you,
love susie
You need professional help. You can ask us for advice or just to be a sounding board, but frankly you should be reaching out to real persons who you know and trust. But most of all, since you have a mental illness, and you might have been raped, and you might have been violated in many ways, you need to get professional help immediately.
Pretty fucked up that you would post any of this stuff dude.
Brother hacked your accounts?
80 year old kicked your ass?
I am smelling a huge pile of dung here and whut are you laughing at people posting how sorry they are for you?
3:28 AM ? me thinks substances were in charge of your keyboard.
Brother hacked your accounts?
80 year old kicked your ass?
I am smelling a huge pile of dung here and whut are you laughing at people posting how sorry they are for you?
3:28 AM ? me thinks substances were in charge of your keyboard.
