As pooners we kid ourselves so much and in so many ways about our relationships with SPs. I see it here on PERB all the time.
Some of us harbor delusions of SPs wanting us so much that they would see us for free or even that we could have an SP for a girlfriend.
The very term "girlfriend experience" (GFE), tells a lot about many pooner's state of mind regarding the girls.
Good SPs are very good at creating this "fantasy" for their clients. But don't kid yourselves, it's always just a fantasy.
Unless you're as cool as HB40 and have married an SP, you have no hope of that fantasy ever becoming a reality.
We pooners live in the "square" world and most SPs occupy a very different space.
I remember when I was a very young lad in the early 80's, I picked up a beautiful SP who was a few years older than me and after we'd done the dirty deed she asked if she could stay with me overnight. I was thrilled and said yes immediately.
We talked, listened to music, drank plenty of wine and made love a few more times during the night and I thought, this is so cool.
When we were listening to a Joni Mitchell album we both liked, the song "The Jungle Line" came on.
She asked me if I knew what it was about and I mumbled something about exploitation of people in Africa. She looked at me like I was stupid and said, "No, it's about drugs and drug addiction."
We listened to it again and I was surprised, it was like a veil had been lifted. She was totally right, and it was obvious. I was so "square."
Then she told me she was a recovering junkie and now I was shocked!
She didn't look strung out or wasted, she seemed completely normal.
"Why do you think most girls do this?" she asked. Several of my illusions had just been shattered.
We fell asleep in my bed soon after her revelation and the next morning I drove her to the Methadone Clinic so she could get her fix.
We said our goodbyes and I wished her luck and sadly, never saw her again.
A few years later I had another glimpse into the real SP world when my ATF at the time, a really beautiful girl who looked like a young Sharon Stone, had a horrible experience while working.
I had literally fallen in love with this girl, I'll call her Tiffany, but was under no illusions of forming a relationship as my love was unrequited.
Then the really bad thing happened. This was in the late 80's before MPs became popular and most of the really gorgeous girls still worked the streets.
Very late one September night, Tiffany met a monster. This man drove her to an abandoned parking lot and pulled a gun on her. He brutally raped and sodomized her and when he was done he forced her to suck on his gun's barrel while he played with the trigger, At that moment, she was certain he would kill her but he just laughed and kicked her out of his car and drove off.
I looked for Tiffany for several days and couldn't find her so I asked some of her co-workers where she was and they told me she didn't want to work because of a really bad date.
I phoned her and we met for lunch and she told me the whole terrible story and how she was so traumatized and scared that she just couldn't work anymore.
Her "boyfriend" had agreed to give her some time off but wanted her to start working again soon. The only way the bastard would let her quit is if she paid him $10,000. He didn't think she'd be able to come up with that much money unless she worked again.
I told her I would help her and over the next couple of weeks I helped her to get the money she needed to pay him off. He wasn't a total asshole and he kept his word and let her go.
She went back to her home town and got a normal job. I know, because I checked up on her a few months later.
But how different her real life had been from the happy "fantasy girl" she had shown everyone when working as an SP.
Even today, most SPs always hold something of themselves back. I know girls who will do just about anything with a client, FS, BJs, DATY, greek, you name it but they will not let you do a simple thing like LFK. They will always hold something back.
This is how they separate their work from their private lives. This is how they stay sane while doing this very difficult job.
And this is why square pegs will never fit into round holes.
For an hour or so though, when we see our favorite girl, we can pretend, and dream the beautiful dream.....
Some of us harbor delusions of SPs wanting us so much that they would see us for free or even that we could have an SP for a girlfriend.
The very term "girlfriend experience" (GFE), tells a lot about many pooner's state of mind regarding the girls.
Good SPs are very good at creating this "fantasy" for their clients. But don't kid yourselves, it's always just a fantasy.
Unless you're as cool as HB40 and have married an SP, you have no hope of that fantasy ever becoming a reality.
We pooners live in the "square" world and most SPs occupy a very different space.
I remember when I was a very young lad in the early 80's, I picked up a beautiful SP who was a few years older than me and after we'd done the dirty deed she asked if she could stay with me overnight. I was thrilled and said yes immediately.
We talked, listened to music, drank plenty of wine and made love a few more times during the night and I thought, this is so cool.
When we were listening to a Joni Mitchell album we both liked, the song "The Jungle Line" came on.
She asked me if I knew what it was about and I mumbled something about exploitation of people in Africa. She looked at me like I was stupid and said, "No, it's about drugs and drug addiction."
We listened to it again and I was surprised, it was like a veil had been lifted. She was totally right, and it was obvious. I was so "square."
Then she told me she was a recovering junkie and now I was shocked!
She didn't look strung out or wasted, she seemed completely normal.
"Why do you think most girls do this?" she asked. Several of my illusions had just been shattered.
We fell asleep in my bed soon after her revelation and the next morning I drove her to the Methadone Clinic so she could get her fix.
We said our goodbyes and I wished her luck and sadly, never saw her again.
A few years later I had another glimpse into the real SP world when my ATF at the time, a really beautiful girl who looked like a young Sharon Stone, had a horrible experience while working.
I had literally fallen in love with this girl, I'll call her Tiffany, but was under no illusions of forming a relationship as my love was unrequited.
Then the really bad thing happened. This was in the late 80's before MPs became popular and most of the really gorgeous girls still worked the streets.
Very late one September night, Tiffany met a monster. This man drove her to an abandoned parking lot and pulled a gun on her. He brutally raped and sodomized her and when he was done he forced her to suck on his gun's barrel while he played with the trigger, At that moment, she was certain he would kill her but he just laughed and kicked her out of his car and drove off.
I looked for Tiffany for several days and couldn't find her so I asked some of her co-workers where she was and they told me she didn't want to work because of a really bad date.
I phoned her and we met for lunch and she told me the whole terrible story and how she was so traumatized and scared that she just couldn't work anymore.
Her "boyfriend" had agreed to give her some time off but wanted her to start working again soon. The only way the bastard would let her quit is if she paid him $10,000. He didn't think she'd be able to come up with that much money unless she worked again.
I told her I would help her and over the next couple of weeks I helped her to get the money she needed to pay him off. He wasn't a total asshole and he kept his word and let her go.
She went back to her home town and got a normal job. I know, because I checked up on her a few months later.
But how different her real life had been from the happy "fantasy girl" she had shown everyone when working as an SP.
Even today, most SPs always hold something of themselves back. I know girls who will do just about anything with a client, FS, BJs, DATY, greek, you name it but they will not let you do a simple thing like LFK. They will always hold something back.
This is how they separate their work from their private lives. This is how they stay sane while doing this very difficult job.
And this is why square pegs will never fit into round holes.
For an hour or so though, when we see our favorite girl, we can pretend, and dream the beautiful dream.....
